Footsteps in the hallway
Drawing nearer and nearer
As usual, I don't have a say
I wish this won't go on forever
Don't want to see the end of today
Praying this would work faster
Words sharper than knives
Words ending lots of lives
Souls suffering and smiling
Not as happy as they seem
That's why I'm happy its ending
I won't have to fake smiles
Slurry voices in my head
I won't have to hear them when I'm dead
Blurry images in my head
I won't have to see them when I'm dead
Now he's at the door
I don't want to see them anymore
Father has returned
I want to return
I need to return
He's begging me to return
Finally I'm leaving
Tell my "friends" I'm leaving
I promised you rubies and roses
Now you give me rubies and roses
Place them on my tombstone
Call me Ruby and give me roses
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