By Fatima Musa
Being trapped in my whirlwind of emotions
Confused, sad, bitter, empty, I can't seem to decipher
Do you know the meaning of emptiness?
When you don't even know what you're feeling at all?
When you just feel tired, tired of absolutely everything and everyone?
Well yeah, that is exactly how I am feeling
My head's a jumbled up mess
Emotions whirling like a violent tornado
Disrupting my thinking and leaving me in dilemma
Eating me up from the inside like a tumor
Overthinking has now become a daily companion
Cause I always find myself unconsciously lurking in it's shadows
But all this just ends within me
I can't voice it out..besides, who would even understand me?
I always try to put on a happy facade
Shielding away my pain and trauma from people
Locking everyone out
Because only I can understand this pain I'm feeling and the burden I'm carrying on my shoulders
I look okay, but in reality..I'm BROKEN
Her Unexplained Feelings